I fucking hate stalkers, have no fucking lives watching some else's every movment.  Obtaining information like phone number a fucking cell phone number, where you live, the car you drive not only that the brand and model.  Fucka!!!!

WHo knows maybe stalkers have thier own fucking Xanga never know shit these days. Of all the reasons though why a stupid one the dumbest shit in the world. There are different types of stalkers though ones who are obsessed with you, someone that wants something from you, someone that wants to kill you, or maybe someone that wants to kick your ass.  What lengths would they go through.

Fucka they have something to say tell it face to face don't follow people don't pull off some mafia shit to know thier name cause sometimes you never know who you fucking with..............more then likely its gonna be a long week funny shit that it starts happening now.............Fucka 

Damn, has it been two months since I wrote in this thing? Funny how I said I wouldn't write anything but I just checked and some people left comments.

John I maybe a fag, but you are my bitch so Happy New Year.  See you in school.

So many things to tell yet I don't know how to put it in words.  Whether to write about life, worldly news, or just fucked up things, where do I begin?  Its funny how things can go good but the weird part is how long can it last, so far it's been 17 days.  Its unbelievable!!!! It's just got to be an Rven thing maybe the universe got tired of pissing all over me and decided "Hey lets stop fucking up Rven's life and let him get head for once", unfortunately that didn't happen yet. 

Damn I don't care what anybody says fuck you if you think I'm a poser got to start somewhere bitch, what the fuck were you when you began, some talented born made skater bitch.  But yeah I can ollie higher, while rolling and goddamn I freaking nose stalled something pretty high at Kapolei Intermediate.  Damn that is one hell of an accomplishment, I broke my board though but I don't mind.

For some odd reason this past 17 days wasn't such a downer everything went smoothly to make things better I got my fucking working permit, I gonna work my ass off get some money and stop being a fucking hobo.

Life can be a trip though and I guest when you stop thinking and stop looking for something things come into place and just go with the flow.  Everytime something comes up you just go with it and see what happens theres no point in holding back to let it go and whatever happens, happens.

I better not fucking jinx myself dammit.  That would be a bitch but there is always a way to make things better the week ain't over.

God Damn!!!!! I have a fucking head ache and it won't stop.  I

I swear my head into a table or something AAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Its funny how people look at the world sometimes, do others see the world through their own eyes or through the eyes of others.  It’s nice though, just watching other people in their own world, seeing the way they act and observing the things they do in front of others. Sometimes it’s amusing other times I’m just wonder what’s going through their heads, maybe this is the kind thing that make people insane.

            I just think to myself, what’s the best way to see the world as, through my own eyes or as a whole.  Looking through the world to fulfill my own amusement or to see it as it is, a place with major problems not only with myself but the lives of many other people.  As I enjoy my privileges of driving my car and using the computer right now what is someone else doing at the very same moment, maybe suffering from starvation or hard labor because of a country in poverty.  And as I feel safe in my house I wonder what could be happening to life of someone else.  How many others think the same way as I do, I really don’t know I can care less but I guess that’s natural because we are human beings and sometimes we think for ourselves and for our own benefits.

            This whole sense of life is kind of strange, don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to be suicidal or depressed but just thinking.  But people need someone to look up to or to look to someone for comfort and safety.  One may look happy on the outside but on the inside what is he/she really feeling, they can scream there ass off but we won’t be able to hear them, it would be cool to be able to hear the inner thoughts of people maybe I wouldn’t be so lost.  Everyone feels so much better when they hear that compliment like “hey you look pretty hot” or “whoa brah pretty mean yeah, you tough, Koo Bra” I guess it’s those simple words that make one so happy, proud of the way they are.  It’s pretty cool I guess, just those simple things that a human being lives for. 

            …………………………………………………tired now must watch anime and finish reviews, still looking forward to my surfboard, but if you do read this Xanga I wonder how do picture the world and the lives of others?  Just wanted to ask.